mood: cold music: Ja Rule, Fat Joe, Jadakiss - New York

x O fuqqable (10:27:32 PM): Okay. I woke up. Thought it was going to be a good day. Thought I was gonna be on time. I look at the clock, and it's like 8:30. And I'm like FUCK. I was so pissed. So I get ready for school, put my clothes on. My mom was like WTF WHY AREN'T YOU COOPERATING, I'M CALLING THE COPS ON YOU. And I'm like wtf that's crazy, I'm getting ready to go to school! And she's like I want them to take you away, or FORCE you to go to school. So. She goes to the phone, starts to dial so I unplug it. Guard the disconnected phone line. She comes over and pushes me, I hit the ground. So I kicked her back. So she has Alex ( her BF) go outside and call the cops.

x O fuqqable (10:27:38 PM): Telling them to come to our apartment. So. My mom's like, they're on there way. And I laughed and I was like, Lmao. Too bad I won't be here when they get to our apartment. So I just grabbed my shit and burst out the door in tears.

x O fuqqable (10:29:16 PM): I ran to school. It was 5 degrees out, heh. I got there and I was still crying. And it was weird. Like it was meant to be. I was in the hall, and Sal was there. Idk. It was so weird how he was there at that exact moment when I needed him. So he holds me and kisses me and I'm all crying. So I feel better, go to 5th period.

x O fuqqable (10:31:53 PM): then I get called down to the office. Everyone's buzzing about how cops were pounding at the door near Mr. Adler's room. So I'm walking through the halls and people see me crying. 3 cops and Mr. Ragon were waiting in the office. And I was just hysterical as they told me I could've been arrested and that I could get sent to a foster home. One cop was being nice to me, while the other was a complete dick. My eyes kept darting to clock cause I was nervous and wanted to leave. And the cop's like WTF ARE YOU STARING AT THE CLOCK FOR!? And the nice's one's like, Calm down, she's just nervous that's all. Then one stupid cop was standing in the back doing nothing but looking important. --; So yeah. The cop's like Oh if you didn't run to school and you ran away, all of nassau county would be looking for you.

x O fuqqable (10:32:02 PM): It turns out. That when the cops came to my apartment.

x O fuqqable (10:32:13 PM): they originally came cause I "refused to go to school" right?

x O fuqqable (10:32:23 PM): Well. When they came, that's not what my mom told them.

x O fuqqable (10:32:31 PM): I mean, she wasn't gonna be like.

x O fuqqable (10:32:40 PM): Oh yeah my daughter wont go to school.

x O fuqqable (10:32:43 PM): Cause I was already there.

x O fuqqable (10:32:47 PM): I left.

mr mr yronfire (10:32:48 PM): what'd she tell them?

x O fuqqable (10:33:19 PM): So. She told them that I got so mad that I became violent, and kicked her and stomed out of the house.

x O fuqqable (10:35:05 PM): And the cops were showing me some fucking report. Like oh look it says right here you kicked her out of anger. And I was like Uh, did she tell you she pushed me on the ground first? And they're like yeah okay, we know you hit her. WTF. So they're telling me it better stop. or they'll send me away to stay at some place for the night, and that if I'm "smoking weed" or "doing drugs" that I can be tested and make things even worse formyself. So Mr. Ragon talks to me after they leave. I'm still crying.

x O fuqqable (10:35:06 PM): And fucking

x O fuqqable (10:35:09 PM): He's such an idiot.

x O fuqqable (10:35:17 PM): You know how in the Breakfast club.

x O fuqqable (10:35:31 PM): Allision's like one of her quotes is like, "When you grow up, your heart dies."?

x O fuqqable (10:35:44 PM): *Allison's

mr mr yronfire (10:35:56 PM):</b> yep

x O fuqqable (10:35:58 PM): Yeah.

x O fuqqable (10:36:01 PM): I wrote that on my binder.

x O fuqqable (10:36:07 PM): And Mr. Ragon went to my class to get my binder.

x O fuqqable (10:36:12 PM): and he read it on the way back/

x O fuqqable (10:36:31 PM): And he's like. OH. What is this crap? When you grow up your heart dies? What're you depressed or something?

x O fuqqable (10:36:37 PM): And I was like WTF

x O fuqqable (10:36:40 PM): It's from a movie

mr mr yronfire (10:36:40 PM): that sounds like my dad.

mr mr yronfire (10:36:44 PM): hahahaha

x O fuqqable (10:36:45 PM): and he's like yeah what movie?

x O fuqqable (10:36:56 PM): and I was like Uh, the Breakfast Club. And he just gave me a dirty look.

mr mr yronfire (10:37:02 PM): hahaha wtf!

x O fuqqable (10:37:06 PM): Idk! He's an idiot.

x O fuqqable (10:37:09 PM): then he gave me that whole

mr mr yronfire (10:37:15 PM):</b> tell him to go find a rainbow and dig up a pot of gold and stfu

x O fuqqable (10:37:42 PM): "Katelynn, I think you're a bright girl and you have a bright future ahead, you can control it its not too late." Then he's like, Oh if you ended up in Nassau it would upset me because I know you're above that level.

x O fuqqable (10:37:45 PM): trying to be fucking nice to me.

x O fuqqable (10:37:48 PM): to get me to like him

mr mr yronfire (10:37:57 PM): oh please.

mr mr yronfire (10:38:02 PM): and my mom went to nassau.

x O fuqqable (10:38:04 PM): Lmao he prob says that to everyone.

x O fuqqable (10:38:09 PM): Like at the dentist.

x O fuqqable (10:38:12 PM): When the dentist is like.

x O fuqqable (10:38:17 PM): Oohhh you're such a good patient! My best.

x O fuqqable (10:38:21 PM): You know the dentist says that shit to everyone.

x O fuqqable (10:38:29 PM): But yeah.

x O fuqqable (10:38:38 PM): So he was bitching. And like yeah you need intense therapy.

mr mr yronfire (10:38:50 PM): bleh

x O fuqqable (10:38:56 PM): So yeah.

mr mr yronfire (10:39:00 PM): wow

mr mr yronfire (10:39:07 PM): you had an... interesting day i see.

x O fuqqable (10:39:10 PM): Yeah I did.

x O fuqqable (10:39:11 PM): after that

x O fuqqable (10:39:23 PM): I went to guidance for one period, hysterical. Nurse's office for one period, hysterical.

x O fuqqable (10:39:27 PM): I couldnt' stop crying.

x O fuqqable (10:39:33 PM): the tears just kept coming.

x O fuqqable (10:40:36 PM): So finally I stop. Go to lunch, sculpture. I stay after, pick up work. My mom calls to pick me up. And she's like. Oh I got rid of your new computer I bought you. And that made my day even worse. But now she's trying to be all nice. She went back and got my computer back from the store. The same one. And she came home and brought me like makeup and magazines and burger king and she's all omg i'm so sorry it's okay.

x O fuqqable (10:41:12 PM): Meanwhile she's fucking told the cops I kicked her and stormed out of the house in anger.

mr mr yronfire (10:41:56 PM): you guys are way too violent with eachother.

mr mr yronfire (10:41:58 PM): simmer simmer.

x O fuqqable (10:42:11 PM): She also got some like. Protection against me so I can't hit her or I'll be arrested. I dont' want to hit her. I love her. But I think calling the cops, especially when I was cooperating and getting ready for school was going a little too far

mr mr yronfire (10:42:30 PM): yeah it was

x O fuqqable (10:42:37 PM): She was like oh wait for the cops. And she was telling me I have serious problems and belong in South Oaks, and I couldn't take it

mr mr yronfire (10:42:43 PM): but it's all over now.

x O fuqqable (10:42:45 PM): so I was like too bad, I'm leaving.

x O fuqqable (10:42:45 PM): Yeah.

mr mr yronfire (10:42:56 PM): and i thought i had an interesting day

mr mr yronfire (10:42:57 PM): haha

x O fuqqable (10:43:19 PM): Haha. Aww. It was so awesome though. I was so upset. And like. Sal was right there. In the hall. Like out of nowhere. And I was like someone's looking out for me